Diary of a Heretic

This month’s energy has been absolutely diabolical; the Leo/Aquarius solar and lunar eclipses have certainly come with a real punch this time around. Have you noticed how many friends or colleagues are going through big life changes at the moment? Careers, homes, relationships, health are all on the agenda for transformation.

I certainly have not been spared, over the past few weeks I have been constantly plagued with annoying minor health issues, pinched nerves, cartilage problems and extreme fatigue. I have been feeling totally disconnected and scattered; mentally unable to remember simple everyday things, suffering constantly from brain fog and generally feeling like I am on autopilot.

To make life even more complicated my car got written off in a minor accident just a couple of weeks ago and I had to buy a new car. This energy has certainly curtailed my activities temporarily and you have to wonder what pleasure the universe gets at creating such misery.

Perhaps this period of crises is a signal that we have come to an end of one stage of our life and the beginning of a new one. Winter is dying away, and the fire of the new sun is growing stronger; over the next few weeks we will be moving into Spring and we will be experiencing a new energy, a new hope and a reawakening of the earth.

“If we had no winter, the spring would not be so pleasant: if we did not sometimes taste of adversity, prosperity would not be so welcome.” ~ Anne Bradstreet

Janine
August 19, 2008